Truth is in life everybody is going to hurt you...you just got to find the ones worth suffering for!
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Hallo dear bloggers!!:)
Its been a long time since my last post...and im really sad about that because it is not my fault - as you know i have already started my summer lessons! So imstudying the whole day! But that's fine! Ihave already used to it. My secret is that everyday i say in myself "it is just one year and then i can relax"! But for some strange reason i like that journey! The experience of being a child and then a teenager, and now it will be gone in one year :) I don't think i am the only one having a journey that doesn't want to end! And todaythat's what i want to start from! Because we all have someexperiences...!The sad partis that some of them are not good for us. We all havebeen addicted to something that is not good for us...it can be a chocolate, a movie, a song, even more a person. Especially, when it comes to a person it's the hardest thing you can ever feel! You always feel trapped in your own self...in your own emotions and feelings! Because we all know thatthe one we love most, always hurts us most! :\It always comesa time that we have to choose whether to stay close to"our addiction", or to get away from him/her. And when that time comes we convince ourselves that we don't have a second option...we think that we can't get away from him! It's weird how we manage to pretend or better to delete from our minds the other options. Because we are afraid of losing something that makes us feel great even if it doesn't see us!We are hoppingfor a day thatwe will be the ones who have to relax..the ones who are not trying to prove anything to the other one, and just having the one we have been addicted to, by our side! We are searchingclarity - peace - serenity!!! We see there is nothing that works out but we still stand there, waiting for this experience to end and go on with our lives! And by the time we are ready to move forward...like a ghost, like amagnet, likeGRAVITYit keeps us to the ground, it holds uswithout touch, it keeps uswithout chains! He is on to us, and all over us, just like taking our breathe away...this person isour air!Is it love? No - im not sure actually. Whatever it is it is the strongest thing everyone can feel. Essentially, we sacrifice ourselves for this person!Love is the hardest and saddest feeling we canever feel!You have to give your soul to get the attention andthe love of the one you are intrested. When you do that, you feel acomplished! You fulfilling yourdream...youactually feel someone or something special. The one you have given your life to, is returning it back to you. By the timeyour addiction becomes somethingreal, and an interaction relationship, where bothof you can"walk together to the same ground"...then it is the time you are free! The beggining of the ending of your journey...thelongest and hardest one you had -life! Because life is full of journeys and experiences, with the most important the experience of love!When this one is done, then is the time you can rest. The time to find your clarity, your peace, your serenity!"The home you were searching your whole life to live in...the place where the stairs are leaning dusk until the dawn...where the windows are a breathing in the light...andthe rooms are our lives collection..the placeyou don't feel alone and you can call home..whereyourgravityis not keeping you down...your serenity!"
That home - The Cinematic Orchestra!
[Danced by Lauren and Robert - So You Think You Can Dance Season 7 America]
Click it and watch it on Youtube - It worths it ;)
That home - The Cinematic Orchestra [The best melody i've heard!]
Gravity - Sara Bareilles!
[Danced by Kayla and Kupono - So You Think You Can Dance Season 5 America]
The best dance i've seen on my life! Breathetaking! :)