Sunday, April 1, 2012

WHO YOU ARE

"Η αλήθεια είναι πως όλα τα άτομα στη ζωή σου θα σε πληγώσουν.." μου είχε πει κάποιος. Δεν τον πίστεψα και δεν μπορώ να πω πως και τώρα είμαι πεπεισμένος πως αυτό ισχύει εξ'ολοκλήρου. Στην καθημερινότητά μου περιτριγυρίζομαι από άτομα...στην ουσία από άτομα που εγώ ο ίδιος έχω επιλέξει. Οικογένεια, φίλοι, γνωστοί.. Με μερικά άτομα επιλέγουμε να έρθουμε πιο κοντά..ανοιγόμαστε. Όπως και  εγώ άλλωστε. Υπάρχει όμως ένα άτομο που πολλοί από εμάς ξεχνάμε να γνωρίσουμε... Μερικοί φοβούνται, άλλοι είναι πεπεισμένοι πως το γνωρίζουν τέλεια και άλλοι απλά αδιαφορούν...υπάρχει βέβαια και η κατηγορία εκείνων που κάθε λεπτό προσπαθούν να γνωρίζουν όλο και περισσότερο αυτό το μυστηριώδες άτομο...διότι όντως πρόκειται για μυστήριο. Πόσες φορές έχω πιάσει τον εαυτό μου να λέει πράγματα που δεν είχε σκεφτεί και να πράττει μόνο του.. Ακόμη και αυτή τη στιγμή που γράφω ορισμένες λέξεις και φράσεις βγαίνουν αυθόρμητα από το μυαλό μου χωρίς να τις ελέγξω...ακόμη μαθαίνω φαίνεται! "Ενδοσκόπηση" μου είπε κάποτε μια φίλη όταν της έκανα διάλογο για τη ζωή μας και για το τι είμαστε. Το συγκεκριμένο κορίτσι ήταν αρκετά κλειστό όμως τα λόγια της ήταν πάντα μετρημένα και σωστά, λογικά. Μου φάνηκε περίεργο αρχικά, αδιαφόρησα αλλά μετά κατάλαβα.. "Μερικοί φοβούνται ή αδιαφορούν" έγραψα επτά γραμμές πιο πάνω..απ'ότι φαίνεται και εγώ εκεί συγκαταλεγόμουν τότε. Μια λέξη εκφράζει όλη αυτή την κατάσταση..όλοι την έχουμε βιώσει και για αυτό μπορώ να υπογράψω. Είναι αδιανόητο και παράλληλα εκπληκτικό το πόσο μπορεί να σε αλλάξει. Δεν αρκεί παρά μια στιγμή για να συνειδητοποιήσεις πως και αυτή χρειάζεται στη ζωή σου. Και όταν φτάσει η στιγμή που θα γνωρίσεις το μυστηριώδες αυτό άτομο που κρύβεις μέσα σου...τον ίδιο σου τον εαυτό,  τότε μόνο θα μπορείς να την αξιοποιείς θετικά και εποικοδομητικά. Και μόνο τότε θα είσαι πραγματικά έτοιμος να αφήσεις τους άλλους να σε γνωρίσουν και να έρθεις πραγματικά κοντά τους! Ακόμη και αν σε πληγώσουν οι άλλοι εσύ θα ξέρεις ποιος είσαι..που πας και τι θέλεις! Διότι η ζωή δεν είναι μόνο άσπρο και μαύρο. 

Είναι μια μίξη από συναισθήματα και εμπειρίες που προκαλούνται από τα άτομα που έχεις δίπλα σου και προπαντός τον ίδιο σου τον εαυτό!! Εγώ προσωπικά νιώθω περήφανος που έχω βρει τα άτομα με τα οποία θέλω να ζω -- ότι και αν προϋποθέτει και έχει ως επακόλουθο αυτό ακόμη και αν χρειαστεί να υποφέρω για αυτά! Δεν είναι πολλά, όμως αξίζουν για εκατομμύρια!! Και ξαναεπιστρέφω λοιπόν εκεί όπου άρχισαν όλα: Τι και αν όλοι κάποια μέρα μας πληγώσουν; Αρκεί να καταλάβουμε πως η βασικότερη σχέση απ'όλες είναι αυτή που έχουμε με τον ίδιο μας τον εαυτό...και όταν κάποιος αγαπήσει το εσύ που εσύ αγαπάς τότε είναι απλά υπέροχο!! Γιαυτό και εγώ προσθέτω: "Η αλήθεια είναι πως όλα τα άτομα στη ζωή σου θα σε πληγώσουν...γιαυτό πρέπει να βρεις αυτά για τα οποία αξίζει να υποφέρεις.."





Top 10 Jordan and Brandon - Contemporary - SYTYCD Season 8! 




Who You Are - Jessie J (live acoustic version)



:)

Sunday, January 1, 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!



Hello Everyone!! 
It is finally 2012!!!!!
:)

I hope this year will bring to all of us whatever we need, BUT now it is time for my yearly thanksgiving letter to our one and only SANTA CLAUS!! So lets start:





Dear Santa Claus,
It has been a year since the last time we talked and i have to mention some things that dissapointed me! As you can remember last year i sent you a letter where i was expressing the how much i adore you and some things i wanted from you as a gift for 2011! The thing is that THOSE gifts never came to me!!! I bet you were busy otherwise you will be in trouble Big Guy! Just to remind you the things i applied for you, better go on the "Santa Claus is Coming to Town" post and read them! However you know i can't resist on you so I will write you a new list for this whole new and AMAZING (I hope) year - and probably the last one! :p So for this year i DEMAND to:


-FINALLY go to NEW YORK with my best friends and have fun there. [for those who don't know what exactly I'm talking about go to the "City of Blinding Lights" post] - You can also buy me an apartment there!! 
- Get married with Nicole Scherzinger!!
- Be always happy with my best friends!!
- Play on Gossip Girl or
- Play on Greys Anatomy or
- Play on 90210 or
- Play on ANTM or
- Be a judge on X-Factor US (next to Nicole Scherzinger)
- Replay the Friends and when that happens
- Play on Friends!!
- Get a season 6 for Gossip Girl!
- Buy me a new bycicle.
- Visit Hollywood and buy a house there! 
- Get some GREAT grades for the first semester of my college! WATCH OUT - THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!!
- GET ME A NEW PC CAUSE THIS ONE IS ALMOST BROKEN! =.=
- FINALLY get this ******* ride with THE POLAR EXPRESS I am asking you a year now (and something tells me I will ask it again next Christmas =.=)! :D
- Go to Manoglia bakery and eat ALL of the CUPCAKES!!
- And ALWAYS be happy :) 

                                                                                                                                                    αndrεαs*
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Now lets wish this year will be more creative and funny and better at all points!! 

It's The Most Wonderful Time of the Year - Andy Williams!!


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! 

Saturday, December 3, 2011

SIMPLY...CHRISTMAS!!!

Hello dear bloggers!! :)
It's been a long time since the last time i posted BUT being a student is not that easy to be! It's FINALLY December and I am pretty sure you all know the theme of this post...CHRISTMAS!!! IT'S THE MOST WONDERFULL TIME OF THE YEAR!!
I really wanted to post a letter to Santa Claus this year but unfortunatelly i did it in last year's Christmas post so I, simply, decided to express my LOVE for christmas!!
All these years i was trying to choose the best Christmas i ever had on my entire life, but, unfortunately i couldn't do it only because every single year I have the time of my live among with my family and of course my BEST friends!! Furthermore for all these years I wanted to go to NY and spend my christmas there but this time I realized that the best place to spent your Christmas is in your hometown with your people!

Ok, now that I am done with the introduction -of how much i adore xmas - there is a question that I am pretty sure, ALL of us have made in the past!

-"Does Santa Claus exists, or is it just fiction?"

And after 18 years of asking this to myself i realized something: that there is not only one answer to that question.
On the one hand Santa Claus deffinitely does not exist...but on the other hand...there must be

something - not a person of course - but a spirit of the Christmas! The one that brings us all together! I may be an optimistic person and some of you may think I am out of my mind right now but the thing I am trying to state is that every single Christmas I feel just like a little kid waiting for his present from the "Big Guy"! That is the magic of Christmas!
A few seconds ago i finished watching - ONCE AGAIN - "The Polar Express" and maybe that is the reason im writting all of these. But one or the other way I will always feel like a kid in Christmas...i will always want to get on that Polar express...i will always wait for my own Santa Claus...i will always wish for the best...I will always want to be with my friends and family...i will always want to fullfill my dreams! Because it's simply....C H R I S T M A S ! ! !


Mariah Carrey - Santa Claus is Coming to Town!!




Brenda Lee - Walking Arround The Christmas Tree!!



Merry Christmas To everyone..hope your dreams and wishes come true! ;) See you in 2012!!



:)

Monday, September 5, 2011

AT LAST

Hallo dear bloggers! :)
It's been a long time since my last post - and I'm really sorry about that - but i was enjoying my summer!! Actually it was the last summer in the island i live - Rhodes - concidering that from tommorow i will be gone to Thessaloniki to study in the university! In fact i always wanted to post something but I didn't know what to write about. Now that my summer is officially over i decided to write about this summer. It was an amazing summer - i went for 6 days in Santorini with my classmates at the end of June, and it was THE BEST EXPERIENCE EVER! I had so much fun there that i am still wondering what if i wake up and find myself in the hotel we were staying among with some of my best friends! Whatever...! After that it was time for Symi [well i actually
went to Symi only for one day but it was great though!]. After Symi i didn't realy go anywere outside Rhodes, but that was not a problem concidering the fact that Rhodes island is one of the best - in my opinion - destinations to spend your summer. I had a very nice time with my friends here and i can't wait for next summer!!!!
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Now taking into account all the above i realised something...that my life is not going to be anymore like it used to now that i live my place and go somewhere else to stay! A get into a new chapter of my life...i will meet new friends [and that doesn't mean i am going to forget the one i had all those years :p], new place..and
experience the thing of being alone and on yourself!!
For the past 18 years i was finding myself in this island...i have had the best memories of my life from this place..with the people i met here...and the place itself. I'm not sure yet if it's going to be better at the place i go to - especially for me that my dream is to live in NY and LA - than here but i will surely miss the sunrise here watching it from my balcony - wich has a view front to the sea!! - the sea itself..and everything else!
But on the other hand i always wanted to live alone so...at last I will take all those memories among with me and i will try to have some new..and yet better!
PS: September is finally here!


Etta James - At Last



Lauren Froderman -SYTYCD America season 7 winner




:)

Sunday, June 5, 2011

JUST TONIGHT


Κάποτε κάποιος μου είπε πως είμαστε φιγούρες του παρελθόντος...
Κάποτε κάποιος άλλος μου είπε πως το παρελθόν είναι παρελθόν και πως θα πρέπει να κοιτάμε το μέλλον...διότι είναι το μόνο που μπορούμε να αλλάξουμε.
Κάποτε είχα πει πως το παρελθόν είναι αυτό που διαμορφώνει την προσωπικότητα μας...αυτό που καθορίζει τη στάση μας απέναντι σε ορισμένα θέματα...τη συμπεριφορά μας και τη νοοτροπία μας....πως δηλαδή το παρελθόν είναι εκείνο που θα καθορίσει το μέλλον..
.Ζούμε και βιώνουμε καταστάσεις που ανήκουν πλέον στο παρελθόν...Ευελπιστούμε για άλλες οι οποίες ανήκουν στο μέλλον..που βρίσκεται όμως το παρoν? Ποτέ δεν κατάλαβα την αξία του! Πάντα ήμουν προσκολλημένος στο παρελθόν και το μέλλον. Τα θεωρούσα τα πιο σημαντικά..το παρελθόν γιατί μας διαμορφώνει και το μέλλον διότι αποτελεί το εναρκτήριο λάκτισμα μας, την κινητήριο δύναμη, το κίνητρο που χρειαζόμαστε για να συνεχίσουμε να ζούμε..Το παρόν το θεωρούσα δεδομένο..είναι όμως? Η όλο αυτό ήταν μια ψευδαίσθηση? Είναι απτό...αλλά παροδικό..μεταβάλλεται εξαιρετικά γρήγορα. Ακόμη και αυτό που γράφω αυτή τη στιγμή μετά από ένα δευτερόλεπτο θα έχει γίνει παρελθόν...είναι εκείνο που καθορίζει αν μια κατάσταση θα ανήκει στο παρελθόν η το μέλλον. Διότι όταν συμβεί αυτό που προγραμματίζαμε για το μέλλον μας τότε θα ανήκει και αυτό με τη σειρά του στις εμπειρίες και τα βιώματα του παρελθόντος. Νοσταλγώ πολλά πράγματα από το παρελθόν. Μακάρι....μακάρι να μπορούσα να διορθώσω η να ξαναζήσω αρκετά πράγματα. Αδύνατο! Ευελπιστώ ,επομένως, να μου συμβούν παρόμοιες καταστάσεις στο μέλλον. Απλά περιμένω..κοιτάζω μπροστά..γνωρίζω το πίσω..και στέκομαι στο τώρα.
Εκτός από το μακάρι όμως υπάρχει και άλλη μια λέξη που στοιχιώνει της σκέψεις μου.."φοβάμαι". Και συγκεκριμένα το παρόν. Φαντάζει στο μυαλό μου σαν σταυροδρόμι δύο προορισμών. Ενός που έχω ξαναπάει αλλά δεν θέλω να φύγω από εκεί, και εκείνου που θέλω να πάω αλλά φοβάμαι να αντικρίσω μήπως και δεν μαρεσει. Το σκέφτηκα όμως...ή τουλάχιστον προσπάθησα να αποκωδικοποιήσω όλα αυτά τα νοήματα. Το παρόν είναι φευγαλαίο..γι'αυτό και αποφάσισα να το ζήσω όσο καλύτερα μπορώ...να ζω την κάθε στιγμή ώστε να μην ανυπομονώ στο μέλλον για δεύτερες ευκαιρίες. Πάντα θα τις χρειάζομαι...διότι την μηδαμινή εκείνη χρονική στιγμή που ισορροπώ πάνω στη γραμμή του παρόντος μου δεν θα έχω πολύ απλά τον απαιτούμενο χρόνο να σκεφτώ. Κάποτε ,λοιπόν, κάποιο άτομο μου είπε πως είμαστε φιγούρες του παρελθόντος μας...και εγώ τώρα προσθέτω πως αυτές οι φιγούρες καθορίζονται από το παρόν μας. Γι'αυτό πλέον "ζω το σήμερα γιατί είναι το αύριο που περίμενα χθες"......








Just Tonight - The Pretty Reckless





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Sunday, March 20, 2011

WHEN IT ENDS

Back again after a long time dear bloggers! :)

Simply ending...such a strong feeling! Everytime it happens, everytime something is going to end....either this is a food....either this is something different! Especially at those times you can't do it again...!! Those feelings that last only once! Like school...once in a lifetime!! Simple things and experiences. You start from the zero level...as far as the time goes you keep on walking alone...then you meet other people called friends! Some of them will be a right decision and some of them not. However, you make some choices...important or not, and when the time has gone you find yourself standing confused on what you are....are you fulfilled or not?!? If the answer is - YES- then you realise that you made some huge mistakes! And you have experienced some of the biggest feelings...anger, happiness, love, sadness, madness, and many many more. You are just growning...stare at the world...leaving the life...the feeling of being a human...with its mistakes and goals! Dying slowly of happiness! Got drunk on experiences...falling slowly on life's meaning! And then the "graduation" of this journey. You start strong and happy...then..you end up with questions. Question on "Why am i not smiling that much?". But what about answers? And then you realise you are actually stronger...because you had survive of all these...i might exaggerate it but that's what i feel, my opinion. I just bear on mind those simple daily things...! And of course this "trip" lasts forever...i am just talking about the first part...growning up and realising things! Praying for time...more time..and then more and more and again from the beggining...knowing only that one thing you don't want to know....when it ends.....




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:)

Sunday, February 6, 2011

BROKEN STRINGS

Ήσυχο βράδυ Σαββάτου, με το ανοιχτό βιβλίο, τα σκόρπια χαρτιά - στο μέσα δωμάτιο τα παιδιά γελάνε. Αυτό το γέλιο ξαφνικά με αναστατώνει...πλούσιο πηγαίo ξέγνοιαστο. Σα σπάνιο ρόδο. Αν τη γράψω κάπου πχ σε ένα ημερολόγιο αυτή τη στιγμή να τη θυμάμαι - όχι δεν θέλω να τη γράψω. Κάποια μέρα ξαναδιαβάζοντας θα λυπηθώ, γιατί ο καιρός περνάει και τα παιδιά η αλλιώς οι φίλοι μου δεν θα είναι τότε παιδιά - όχι δεν θέλω να γράψω τίποτα πουθενά. Σκέφτομαι και τρομάζω με αυτά που σκέφτομαι και λέω πως είναι η μοναξιά που με κάνει να τα βλέπω όλα με αυτή τη σκληρή μάτια, όλα υπονομευμένα με φθορά..όλα πατιναρισμένα με θάνατο, είναι, λέω, η μοναξιά που καταλύει σιγά σιγά της καλές μου δυνάμεις, αυτή η δύναμη που δίχως να θέλω με σκέπασε σαν σφικτός κισσός, αμέσως μόλις συνειδητοποίησα την ύπαρξη μου!! Ο σκοτεινός μου έρωτας, η άσπρη στέπα που μέσα της χάνομαι, η άλλη όψη της μοίρας μου. Υπάρχουν πολλών ειδών μοναξιές: η μοναξιά του χρυσόψαρου στη γυάλα είναι η φοβισμένη μοναξιά. Του πουλιού στο κλουβί είναι η βασανισμένη μοναξιά. Του φoνία μέσα στο μυστικό του είναι η επικίνδυνη μοναξιά. Του αρρώστου πάνω στο χειρουργικό τραπέζι η εναγώνια μοναξιά. του ενός μέσα στο πλήθος το αδιάφορο η απελπισμένη μοναξιά. Του ποιητή μέσα στα όνειρα του η γόνιμη μοναξιά. Μα η μοναξιά του ανθρώπου μπροστά στο αίνιγμα της ύπαρξης του είναι η κορυφαία, η πιο τραγική και αγιάτρευτη μοναξιά... Από τη στιγμή που αποκόπηκε ο λώρος που τον έδενε με τη μητέρα του πετάχτηκε έξω από την αμνιακή του ευδαιμονία ο άνθρωπος, στον ορθάνοιχτο ξένο κόσμο μοναχός ζει και επιβιώνει ανάμεσα σε πλήθος άλλους μόνους, και πάσχει και πεθαίνει μόνος, παρ'όλα τα φώτα και τους φίλους και τους συγγενείς, δίχως να υπάρχει αγάπη, πλούτος, δόξα ικανή να εξαγοράσει αυτή τη μοίρα. Κι εκείνοι που ποτέ τους δεν προβληματίζονται, έρχεται κάποια στιγμή που μένουν άναυδοι μόλις το πικρό ρίγος τους αγγίξει, αθέλητα, γιατί για όλους έρχεται κάποτε η στιγμή αυτή, όσο και αν την αποφεύγουν. Μονάχα τα παιδιά την αγνοούν μη έχοντας ακόμα δοκιμάσει το μήλο που εξαιτίας του χάσαμε τον Παράδεισο - το μήλο ήταν η γνώση, κι η γνώση η αλήθεια, η αλήθεια ελευθερία κι η ελευθερία μοναξιά... Αν μπορούσα να τη ζωγραφίσω θα ζωγράφιζα απλά δύο μεγάλα μαγνητικά μάτια που σου κατακυριεύουν την όραση. Είναι αναγκαία η μοναξιά, λέει ο Ρίλκε - κάποτε πρέπει να αποσύρεται κανείς στον εαυτό του μακριά από τους αλαλαγμούς του πλήθους. Αυτή είναι η εσωτερική μοναξιά, η πιο αληθινή, η πιο μαρτυρική, που δεν γιατρεύεται και δεν παρηγοριέται με τίποτα. Όμως και η πιο σωτηρία και κερδοφόρα!! Μέσα της βρίσκω τον βαθύ εαυτό μου, τον συλλαμβάνω, τον γνωρίζω, τον ελέγχω, τον παρατηρώ, νιώθω σαν το δέντρο που σκύβει και βλέπει της ρίζες του. Το κέρδος μου πάντα ήτανε που μου άνοιγε τα σκοτεινά, τα αλλόκοτα και τα δαιδαλώδη, ενώ απάνω μου φυσούσε ο άνεμoς των άλλων κόσμων. Κάθε φορά με γκρεμίζει για να με ξαναχτίσει από την αρχή, με θεμέλια βαθύτερα! Χωρίς αυτή τi θα ήμουν - ένα πάνω - κάτω, μια σκέτη αναπνοή, ένας εαυτός χωρίς αντίκρισμα. Μέσα της σαν σε αγγαλιά ξαναβρίσκομαι μαζεύοντας τα σκόρπια κομμάτια μου που η ορμή της ζωής σφεντόνισε στους πέντε ανέμους - γίνομαι πάλι ολόκληρος να μπορώ να υπάρχω! H μοναξιά είναι στάση ψυχής και προφητεία και επανάσταση, ανησυχία και δαπάνη ζωής, πυρακτωμένη αγωνία του όντος, πικροτατη σοφία και καημός αβάσταχτος. H οικογένεια, η κοινωνία, ο έρωτας και η ΦΙΛΊΑ προσπαθούν να απαλύνουν το άλγος της γνωριμίας της. Μόλις όμως τη συνειδητοποιήσει κανείς, μένει απαρηγόρητος σε όλη του τη ζωή. Είναι ο γύπας που τρώει τα σωθικά μας, ο φοβερός καθρέφτης, το κενό κέλυφος κάτω από τα δάχτυλα της δίψας μας. Αγοήτευτη, αμάραντη, μακρόσυρτη τυραννία, απάνθρωπη φίλη, σκοτεινή γοητεία, το άλλο εγώ μου, ο πλούτος και η πληγή μας η μυστική, η κοινή μας μοίρα, η πολύτιμη συντρόφισα και λίθος μέγας, χαρά σε εκείνον που σαν άλλος άγγελος τετραφτερουγος τον αποκυλα και βγαίνει έξω αναστημένος. Όλα τα θαυμαστά γίνονται μες στη μοναξιά...το μπουμπούκι, το κουκούλι, το έργο το πνευματικό...Μοναξιά δε σημαίνει μόνο απόσυρση από τα εγκόσμια, απομόνωση και περισυλλογή, ούτε φυγή, άρνηση, απραξία που συνδέονται από έπαρση και χαλαρότητα και αθυμία. Σημαίνει "καμίνευμα" σε υψηλές πνευματικές, μεταφυσικές θερμοκρασίες, σημαίνει μόχθο και πείσμα, κουράγιο και αφοσίωση στο κακοτράχαλο βουνό του αινίγματος....

Kαληνύχτα αγαπητοί bloggers!!

[τροποποιημένο κείμενο, Λένα Παππά]




Broken Strings - James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado
[one of my favorite songs]



:)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!!

Hallo everyone!!

Well it's obvious that christmas are already HERE!! [YAYY] I can't wait for schools to close and have fun with my friends. Before i start i'd like to inform you that my laptop is STILL NOT FIXED so for one more time i have to get "punished" on writting on my [NEW Sony Ericsson XPERIA X10i] phone!! :D So lets start...
C H R I S T M A S ! ! !
I don't thing anyone could disagree that christmas is the best season of the whole year...so many things i love on christmas:

- The snow [although here in Rhodes we don't have snow =.=]
-The music [santa claus is coming to town...he is making a list...]
- The rain!
- SANTA CLAUS [ohh i wish he was real ):]
- Movies about christmas [Home Alone, The Holiday, The Polar Express, Skroutz McDuck and MANY MANY more...]
- The decoration of every road! [trees, snow, stars red and green colours...]

- The fact that we DON'T have school!! :)
- And many more.....
So now that 2010 [the first half of this year was pretty good and the second half a disaster] is nearly gone...i'd like to announce you my list for Santa Claus for 2011!!! :D
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Dear Santa Claus...

I know you are very busy of preparing the gifts for all the children around the world BUT this year i was a very good kid too :) So for the new year i would like to:

- Be always happy with my best friends!!
-Go to NEW YORK with my best friends and have fun there. [for those who don't know what exactly I'm talking about go to the "City of Blinding Lights" post]
- Get married with Jessica Alba! :D

- Finally play on Gossip Girl or
- Finally play on Greys Anatomy or
- Finally play on Las Vegas!
- Snow in Rhodes :D
- GET MY PC FIXED AND SOON ACTUALLY =.=
- Go for a ride with THE POLAR EXPRESS :D
- Drink a LOT of HOT HOT HOT CHOCOLATE :))
- And ALWAYS be happy :) I think that these are fine for now and i hope that you can find all of them! With love the best kid of the year...
αndrεαs*
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I really hope that you like my wishes and iould love to hear your wishes for the new year for "Santa" ;)

PS: I was hopping to write some of the best christmas i've ever had until now (from 2000 -2010) but unfortunatelly LAPTOP = DEAD :'( So I'm hopping that my pc will be fixed before the new years eve so i can writte it!! I also want to inform those who knows me that at 04/01/2011 i get my braces off [FINALLY]!!! :D




Mariah Carrey - All I Want For Christmas Is You! [one of my favorite songs :)]






HAVE A NICE CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR...I LOVE YOU ALL!!
[it's christmas that's why - haha! :p]


:)



Friday, December 3, 2010

NOTHING DONE YET...

Hallo dear bloggers!!!
I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT i wanted to post so many things these past two months BUT my laptop screen had broken and now i am still waiting it to get fixed so i can write all these posts i wanted to post before :)

All i can say right now is that SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN :D:D:D:D:D:D
I can't wait for x-mas to come...my favorite season of the year!!! And to sum up i'd like to tell you some of the posts i wanted to post the last two months:

- Santa Claus is Coming to town
-Broken strings
-Photograph
-Rain
-Love the way you lie
-Only boy
-Meet me halfway

So now you have a taste of what's coming next!! :D
See you arround bloggers [and i REALLY hope that my laptop will be soon - and actually i have my fingers crossed to be fixed before christmas - because writting and texting from your mobile phone is not the best thing ever :p]

*take a look of my last picture with valassia [coloursphotosandchocolate.blogspot.com]



:)

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I HATE THIS PART²

Hey everyone :)

I know only 2 days since my last post but i really wanted to post something new!! Today was my birthday so i thank everyone of you for your wishes!! :) The idea of this post was actually came of some pictures i was looking on photobucket! I was searching for "autumn" pictures and in every pic i was watching i was thinking of how wonderfull serenity can be! Im not going to say a lot of things: i just wanted to feel with somebody right now and blog gives me that feeling...everytime i write i feel like i am connected with some friends :) Two days ago I was speaking for my paradise circus...where everything is out of ordinary...where i never know what to do or what to feel! This is a quite common post [and some of you might say why are you writting those things twice?] And my answer is that everytime i feel the need of being connected with someone...I decide to post something...whatever i feel at this time! Specifically today, i want to talk about the part where you are just forgoten! So tough..! and the whole scene is as follows: we must choose the path that we want, at a crossroad that separates it from simply choosing to do, depending on what you want and another way related to what the other want you to follow!
The third path is your choice to just move on straight and let the facts lead you to where you want ignorant about the future! And here there is another path, one that makes you uninvolved in all this is happening to you ... that you create the illusion that what you choose is one that will offer you the happiness of the person you have the greatest need ... that will make you fulfill all the wishes of another, and finally you will live in the illusion that this is true for the other to you! And when you realise what is happening and seek the simplest thing in the world...little attention...he considers it absurd ... and then what? You are just forgoten! Personally, i dont know what to do but the sure is that im not going to let things on their own!! This is the part i dont wan't to think of...the piece that I come face to face with myself! I hate this part right here...



I Hate This Part - Pussycad Dolls
[i love the video clip]










END :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

MY PARADISE CIRCUS¹

HELLO DEAR BLOGGERS!!!

Omg - it's been a long time since my last post!! And the reason is because im studying a lot [as you see im in the third grade of high school!] and unfortunately i have no time for blogging :( Anyway...October is finally here - and in two days is my birthday! - and autumn is here too!! There are soo many things that make me smile every time i think of autumn! :) It is the weather, the friends in school, the trees...it's everything!!! And that's why i decided to post this today! I just wanted to express the way i like autumn and moreover, the way i feel like, this last month. And starting from autumn, here are a few things i love doing or seeing in autumn!

- I love the way the trees are. Those brown colours always make me feel like home and feel warm :)
- THE RAIN!! Ohh I love dancing in the rain!!! Generally i love rain...smeel it, feel it everything! The best part of autumn and winter!
- I like the fact that some of my favorite tv-series get started [like Gossip Girl/Greys Anatomy/Glee e.t.c]
- I like the feeling of stayng at home and watching the weather from your window!
- My birthday!
- The walk i have in front of the sea every Sunday evening!
- Swimming while raining [or the weather is almost ready to rain]
- And the fact that in autumn you can combine swimming and sun with rain and warm clothes!

I had so much more i could say for autumn and so so so many more i want to write in the future on a post for the things i really love doing!

*PS: I also got something more: Another reason i love autumn is because autumn reminds me of my feelings every season. like autumn has sunshine and warm so I'm several times pleasant and likable and I feel myself perfectly with some people always I need and want to see. By contrast, the autumn weather is changing several times and it becomes cold, melancholic and quiet! so if you do not get the proper love and attention from people I need to be with, I convert into my own "autumn"! - As you can see my post is a little bit confusing this time and that's because I'm confused this time by all those things happening arround me! Lovegames, "stadygames", friendship, family, love [this is so confusing: am I in a crush or not :s?], then im important - and then not again....im happy and then not...im confused and then im more confused of what is going on this time - the first time i can't control some things becauses of the studying! And don't worry if you didn't understand anything of today's post! It's my fault because i had so much to writte this whole time and so much to say...so many things to express that i couldn't get them into a raw!!
Live - Lie - Play - Love - Heaven - Hurt - Pain - Forgiveness - Extinction - Hoping - Trying -Winning!
This is actually my paradise circus!!! :)




What Goes Arroung Comes Arround - Justin Timberlake
[one of my favorite songs ever for its melody and its memories i get everytime i hear it!]






Massive Attack - Paradise Circus
[perfect song]




Have A Nice Autumn Guys!
:)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

CITY OF BLINDING LIGHTS

September is officially here and im really really happy for this - September is my favorite month that's why! I love the colors of the trees, the beginning of school, and generally the feeling of waiting for the new school year to start - although for me is the last one - along with it, its experiences!
About this post - Well this post is not actually an ordinary post - because im not going to write something that affects other people :p I am actually doing this post to express my dream:
GOING TO NEW YORK!!
NY is deffinitelly the best place i've ever met in my life :) I love everything there! The shops, the museums, the streets , the buildings, the lights - EVERYTHING!! It's the city i've always wanted to meet and live there!
And you might think im a bit crazy - hahaha my friends may don't find it that weird - but i've already made a list of things i want to do in NY:

- Have a life like the one Samamtha had [i love her!!], and actually live like being on Sex And The City with my favorite friends! Which is actually my favorite tv show and the first reason i started to fall in love with NY!
- Go to So You Think You Can Dance and dance with: Kayla/Jeanine/Lauren/Twitch/Dominic/Alison - and then win :p
- Play to a movie like Step Up 3 one of my favorites movies! [i love that movie - and actually this post was about to write for Inception and Step Up 3D movies recap in cinema but unfortunately my love for NY won - hehe sorry Georgia!]
- If i DONT play to a movie like Step Up i'd like to live like Moose did on the same movie and be Rick Malambri's best friend! :)
- Meet Ugly Betty and convince her to make another season of the same series because i didn't really like the ending :s
- Meet Josh Duhamel and tell him how much i liked "Las Vegas"!!
- Meet all the LOST stars - yeah im talking about the tv-series phenomenon - and give a kiss to Evangelline Lilly (Kate)
- Find Jessica Alba [for me the most beautifull girl in the world!! Oo god so in love with her] and ask her to marry me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [fingers crossed to say yes :D]
- Find an apartment in Manhattan [ok for me this might be the most difficult to access :p]
- Study Architecture there and work as an architect in New York.
- Spend my Christmas in New York along with my best friends :D
- Find Patricia Fields and go for shopping!! Rofl!!
- Go to a fashion show and meet Andriana Lima - Gisele Bundchen - Heidi Clum!! [then is the time for me to rest off :p]
- Play as guest star on Gossip Girl!!
- Play as guest star on Glee!!
- Play as guest star on Greys Anatomy! :)
- Win an OSCAR!
- Dance with Beyonce and Lady Gaga on MTV awards! LMFAO!
- Meet Nicole Scherzinger from pussycat dolls in the caffeteria infront of my apartment and tell her not to sing anymore, just dance!!!! [I know that was mean]
- Find where Cristopher Nolan is and ask him if Cobb [L. Di Caprio] from the movie Inception was in a dream or in reallity at the end of the film!
- And something more - this is a bit goofy but - i always wanted to eat Chinese Food in NY!!
As you can see there are SO MANY REASONS NEW YORK NEED ME!!!
Thank you very much for your precious time reading this "kind" of post! :p



Empire State of Mind - Jay Z ft Alicia Keys [I LOVE IT!!]




City Of Blinding Lights - U2








See you in the city of blinding lights! :)

I NY!


Tuesday, August 31, 2010

HAPPILY EVER AFTER

31 of Augoust - 2010!!
Summer is nearly gone...and i'm really sad about that! Im going to miss all those moments i had with my best friends...all those experiences i had with them and the happiness the were bringing to me :) And the problem is that this will be my last summer waiting for the new school season to start...! I still can't forget how great time i had those years! So lets take a look on my favorite summers:


SUMMER 2005:

It was the first summer that "ABGD" was created [ABGD = the
company that my friends and i created in 2005 and it was named by our initials of our names! Andreas, Balassia, Georgia, Dora]
This summer was pretty amazing because it was the first time we decided to do something all together! It was a theatrical play that we were about to make named "XRONOMHXANH"!! The screenplay was written by georgia and along with some of our common friends we started to run it! I was in the lead actor [and only 13 years old - actually i was the oldest one there] and dora was the co-star [12 years old]! Valassia was ONLY 10 years old - i know OMG! - and georgia was 12 too! [i have to confess that for a girl only 12 years old georgia made THE BEST SCREENPLAY a child could ever do - 23 pages and nearly 1 hour play!]. Then, because they were so many roles we needed more actors! And we started thinking of some of our friends they could help us...and we found them! We were aproximately 11 children and very good friends :) We were rehearsing everyday in Valassia's hotel [and we wouldn do anything if valassia was not there for us and her hotel] and then we finally we performed the play in front of our parents and their best friends [they were nearly 40 - 45 persons in the audience]! And everyone said that we were amazing - i had the best congratulations as an actor along with ioanna - georgias little sister - who was really amazing for a 6 year old girl! We were really proud of ourselves!! :) By the end of the summer georgia was thinking of our next theatrical screenplay idea and we figured out a funny scene we should to in case we did a play again!


SUMMER 2006:

In that summer we didn't do a theatrical play, because we decided to get rest :) We were having a great summer too - and our and our biggest crash in the whole company was "nitendogs"! Wow i still remember the hours we were all passing in our nitendogs :p And for the reason we didn't do anything that summer in the end we decided to do a bazaar where we had created our staff, which we sold to our parents! Really nice summer too!




SUMMER 2007:

In this summer we all wanted to make a theatrical play again from the beggining so georgia started thinking our idea for the play we were planning to do in summer 2006 - so she picked up the scene we had already from summer 2005 and she started to make a screenplay. This theatrical play was named "ENA TRELO TRELO VASILEIO"! We had all grown up since our first summer as a team and actually as an ABCD and we started having rehearsals! This screenplay was way biggest than our first one - it had 3 acts - and 32 scenes and its lenght was nearly 2 hours!! Of course it was more difficult than the first one..our roles were bigger, we were the same 11 friends as in "XRONOMIXANH", and this time we decided to present the play in front of 130 people! [our parents, and everyone we wanted to invite this time like friends or uncles etc]! We moved from our small hall we were practising two years ago and we went to a bigger one! WAY BIGGER!! Then we finally performed - although this time we had some difficulties like Alex - valassia's little brother [only 8 years old then] - forgot his words in the performance!! However, everone loved this play too and the new audience we brought said to all of us congratulations for another one time!! And i was only 14 years old, Georgia and Dora 13 and Valassia 12! The protagonists one more time was me with Dora and Valassia! And we all had congratulations! [i will upload i the future the screenplay just to see how BRILLIANT work Georgia does] This summer ended up nicely and it was one of my favorites :)

*In this summer me, Dora and Joanna started dancing after so you think you can dance aired in greece!! :p We were really good in our dance performance that night!



SUMMER 2008:

Influenced by our last three summers, we decided to do once again a theatrical play!! This time was for another reason too...one of our friends we all knew on our company died [and im really sad about that] and we decided to perform for her and all the earnings from our play would sent to the "XAMOGELO TOU PAIDIOU" an organization that protects orphans in our country! But this time was more difficult than the others...it was June and we didn't have a scenario yet!! So this time WE ALL TRYED to write a script - not as big as our last one - and more easily for our youngest in the company to got read! So we stared writting the script, and in the end we had it ready before July named "HAPPY END"!! We started rehearsing but we were all saying that this scenario was not as good as the ones in the past! And then by the ending of July Georgia and Valassia said that they didn't want to participate this time..i was really sad like Dora did because i never like to quit from something before it is done and this time we were not doing it for our fun but for our friend!! And i was thinking of all the attempts we did to create the screenplay too! And then before 15th of August [that means less than a week before of our performance date - we were always performed between 20 and 28 of August] valassia and georgia changed their minds and they told as that they wanted to help us and play again! So the parents this time were not sure if we were ready for this one because of all the problems we had so they decided to "check us" before we perform like a generalle! And this time we ALL KNEW our words and the scenario and we were really good :) I was so happy then ;) So they told us that we are ready for the play and then we did it! This time we were all really good actors [we were all grown up that's why and the scenario was way easier than the last one]! I was 15 years old, Dora and Georgia 14 and Valassia 12!! Alex [valassias sister - was 9], Joanna [georgia's sister was 8 to 9], Maria Christina - another friend we had in all of our plays were 12 too - and the rest ones: Artemis [12] Theoni [Artemis little sister was 10], Daphne [Maria - Christina's sister was 10] and the rest one in the same age!! Moreover this time to strengthen our reason for this theatrical play, we made a bazaar once again - that all of our 120 guests would see after the play - and they did :) Every piece we made was amazing and the got sold all!! We earned 580 Euros and we sent them to "Xamogelo tou paidiou"!! We were really proud we had accomplished something big ONCE AGAIN!! :D Summer 2008 was ending and a new year was starting for as i was going from junior high school, to High School...!



SUMMER 2009:

Well, this summer didn't have neither a theatrical play, neither a bazaar!! We all decided to get rest from all of our past summers and enjoy our vacations!! We had a great time all together especially me and Dora!! :D I went to karpathos to visit my best friend Mary [who had participated in "XRONOMIXANI" in 2005 only 11 years old then] and then i went to stay in Lindian Village Hotel with some of my friends from athens [lindian village is Maria - Chrstina's hotel], and finally i ended up in Subbota with my dad and in Santorini for second time after summer 2007! It was a really good summer - with Starbucks opening the highlight of the summer along with me and Dora's Dance School Performance!! Such a good summer...for so many reasons ;)



SUMMER 2010:

And this is my last summer waiting for school!! Because in one year from now i will be waiting for university to open :p It was a really nice summer - small actually in its lenght because i started in Augoust first my lessons! haha i know - poor kid!! But it was a really good summer..i was all day out with my friends and all night out for clubbing and dancing!! I can't tell enough for this summer for the reason that it was not a big summer for me and i don't have a lot to say about it! Just one thing: Summer with friends, is always a PERFECT SUMMER :)


I will really miss all those moments....party with my best friends, having everyday reahearsals, be together!! Those will be the best memories i will EVER HAVE IN MY LIFE and they will be always and forever in my mind :)





Photograph - Nickelback [one of my favorites]



"Every memory of walking out the front door, i found the photo of my friend that i was looking for...It's hard to say it, time to say it...Goodbye!"








HAPPILY EVER AFTER! :)